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Friday, June 27, 2008

hello ppl, went for dental appt in the afternoon. too bad braces not yet remove. sianxxzxzxzx
well, i jus took back my all except for maths results. i did extremely bad. failed all the subjects. what's worst is sch gonna call my parents. i m so so so dead. many thinggs gonna happen if my dad finds out abt my results. it's not tt i dont wanna do well but it's kinda stressful for me studyin in this course. at times i really wanna withdraw but no, i hve to pay a freakin huge some of money. this means tt i m left with no choice but to miserably continue. i had tried very hard for my chem papers but i stil get poor results. i knw everyone hve been tryin to tell me it okay u dont hve chem background work harder nxt time. i hope my dad will knw understand but i doubt so. talkin about other papers, mayb it's all my fault i did not hve consistent revision tts y i jus couldnt finish studyin or rather finish memorising everying in time. i such a failure.

i knw no one is to be blame only myself. since i hve no choice only to continue studyin in this course i will hve to bury my head with books/notes everyday and i hve promise YOU tt i will study hard for myself and you.

thank you honey, for tryin to cheer up these for days(many things had happened these few days) and frens who tried to cheer me up. i knw there are many ppl who cares for me. i really appreciate tt. i thank my friends who helped me in my studies. i will try my very best okay. wat i really really hope now is tt my dad dont impose a curfew or restrict me on anything. pls don pls dont. i will cryyyy. humpzxzxzx.